Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Oh...no oh no...bad news bad news....my class only 55% pass the test,i hope i am not one of the failure. Now at this moment i only hope for a pass and not aiming too high le...

Anyway this few week dun know why i am getting more sian to go work le...it was not previously,i dun know why. It seem like i am losing motivation to work recently. I dun really look forward to work nowadays anymore. How????? I need to find new motivation and aim in work again. May be i target everyday at least refer 1 customer that can close,ya at least one that close. Next is actually christina, but she is teller very hard to work together. Except may be during lunch we can eat together. Enough about work.

Yup...time spent with dear is so little again. But what to do no choice. I just really hope he can faster ORD. Hopefully after NS he will have time for me. But very hard to say...after that he will go into his university. May be after that he will tell me he will be busy again. Sometime just felt lonely when dear was not around. Ok ok...xueshi xueshi...have to be independent independent. Hai...sometime i think i very useless haha...keeping telling myself cant relied and stick to dear too, but yet ya i did....sian....

Posted by snowpoem at 12:16 AM