Saturday, April 24, 2010
While i was on my way to work everyday. I saw this very old ah ma and ah gong holding hand in hand walking very slowly & carefully together. The moment i saw..i was like OMG so sweet...felt touch too. I mean they are almost in their 70s but yet they can still be so lovely towards each other. Holding each other hand tightly. How i wish when i reach their age me too can hold my dear dear hand together. Retired from work...every morning just like them holding each other hand to go market and everywhere. Dear dear will u going to hold my hand just like them too???
The day i just put on the bracket without the wire...super ugly sia...n uncomfortable...
My teeth before anything was put on...
My tooth extraction with a empty hole!!!!
Blood!!!!After extraction
Posted by snowpoem at 1:23 AM
I will be officially post to hougang branch from next sunday onwards. I didt know it will be that fast...kind of hate working on weekends. I am so use to rest on weekends le...every week i will be only looking forwards to weekends. Now nothing...The saddest things was i am unable to stay over dear place during the weekend anymore. No more waking up late together during the weekend. No more bee hoon dear cook for me during weekend. No more shopping at cwp cold storage/NTUC and store food to eat during weekend. No more rotting together watching TV & play computer games during the weekend. OMG....I seriously miss it dam badly. Am i over emot???? I started crying once i know i cant do all these anymore =( I am just a weekend person...i just want to spent time with my dear during the weekend. But now i cant...the feeling was super sucks. I hate it....
I hate going to new environment, which have to know new ppl totally. I hate changes...but yet i have to keep telling myself i must get use to the place as fast as possible. Actually anything can change, coz i know no matter what i have a dear dear behind me supporting me all the way. Coz i know no matter how bad life is, how life changes....but only one thing dun change which is dear dear. He will always be there for me =)
Recently have quite a few tot, as i grow older...i realize i dun need to much $$$ or too high living standard. I just need to led a very simple & carefree life...my plan was to work harder for this few yrs. But once i get settle down with family & kids...i will want to be a gd wife & mother. Working part time or less stressful job so that i can concentrate on my family. I dun need a very wealthy husband nor big house big car. As long as i have a loving family, i am more then happy n contented.
I just felt dam sad & emot i cant meet dear during the weekends hai...
Posted by snowpoem at 12:24 AM
Monday, April 12, 2010
Finally 2 weeks ago i started to embark on a journey towards braces. During jan went for consultation, 2 doc that i went ask me to extract 4 teeth...2 top & 2 bottom and was comparing the costs also. But i was thinking is too much for me to remove 4 coz my bottom r quite straight. Until i met this dentise, which advice me only to remove 1 which is the upper part. And which i only doing the upper portion rather then the whole.Appointment all the way till April which is now. I went for my extract 1 week b4 the braces. At first i really tot remove of tooths can be super painful. But i was totally wrongly there was no feeling through out the process but can only feel the movement of them removing. Once is enough for me i wont wan to do it again. After which yet..bleeding but was not too bad, only try to eat with much much care. To make sure i wont eat n injure my wound, but i still can eat hard food. Just eat with one side. Felt weird with a large hole in yr mouth the first few days. Extraction is not the worse i realise. Now is the part is getting really very bad.
Was quite excited to put on my braces. On the first appointment, we went to glue the metal bracket on our every tooth. The worse n most painful part was actually to put n force in the seperator. With that stuck in between the back teeth. Totally cant eat any food except to swollo all the food. The second day onwards was bad...is not becoz of the pain that i suffer. Was due to that are so much food i cant eat, n i actually felt so hungry becoz i cant eat much which leads to it. Specially during work....i can spent my full 1 hr lunch break but i cant complete eating the whole meals. Which kind of quite depress =( somemore during the weekend morning i almost fainted lucky with dear ard to help me. Guess i must had been too hungry le...so is not so much abt the pain, is the eating part that i cant take hai...trouble things is have to brush almost every meal.
2 days later i am going to put on the wire n remove the sepeator..hoepfully it will get much better. Oh ya...the wax is kind of very helpful, actually place it on the metal n it actually dun cut so much n not that hurt anymore. I am going to put the wax for 24hrs if possible.