Friday, October 31, 2008
Actually still got a lot of photo to post. But anyway we really had great fun that nitez, we got first somemore...happy happy...somemore super high that day haha...
Just some stupid post.
Posted by snowpoem at 12:17 AM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Argggg....something wrong with the internet i think, it took me so long to upload just this few the photo. I guess will post another time. More nice photo to come wor....
Posted by snowpoem at 12:24 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Tml will going to be a very fun day. Oh no...i guess i sure dun have mood to work tml. By 2pm we can head off to expo le...means only work for hmm...2 and a half hour only.I like our dress all these, including those guys that is singing. So cool and fun. I going to take tons n tons of photo tml hehe...great great. So excited....Oh ya...by the way is our company dinner..we having some dance performance hehe...hope we can win.
Posted by snowpoem at 11:39 PM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Hmm...long long time didt update le...been so busy this few weeks. Or should i say i purposely make myself busy. A lot of things happen...so tired, didt slp well. Anyway hope things will get better and stop running away from it. Coz it has been for me for the pass few weeks. I just wan to hack care everything. Which i did to some extend. I just want to numb myself by keeping myself busy. Really really busy.
They are so cute...sunday went road show at compass point. Hai...nowadays economic so bad...no referral fee also, so have to do all this OT to earn more $$$.
This 'bed' was actually given from my friend. I got a bit shock when i receive from him. Coz he knows i have not been slping well this few days due to some reason. Really a surprise from him. Thanks to him anyway. Truly a thoughtful friend....
Posted by snowpoem at 9:06 PM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Yeah....weekend is here again....need to have a good rest!!!!Anyway first time i experience a bike riding from my friend, cool. At first was a bit scary, then when at the expressway i was like thinking hmm...can go slower, scary haha...but was actually running at 90km/h which is consider normal i guess for them. But over all bike experience, still feel dangerous haha...not use to it.
Posted by snowpoem at 2:09 AM
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Piss Piss off with my mum. Y i have just a mum in this family. She is just being so unreasonable. Because of her, i have not been slpy well this few days. Is affecting my work and my life. Coz of her i been so shag at work...i spain my neck, not enough slp, having headache all becoz of her. The whole family had enough of her. What can i do? She is my mum? But deep inside my heart i only acknowledge my dad. I only have my dad. My dad work so hard since young for us. What she do? Nothing? Only thing she knows, create trouble, find tons n tons of things to quarrel, make no peace in this family. No no no no contribution to the family at all,none none none!!!! For the past 10 over years she been like that, ever since i am young. She just wont change. What the hell is she thinking i really dun understand.Ppl might just say after all she is still yr mum, i say NO! I totally have no respect for her. I try to think other way, be optimistic, but i just cant, totally cant. I always tell myself to forgive her forgive her...but she is getting from bad to worse. Is really pissing me off when it started to affect me so bad nowadays, i really need my rest. Have to work and study so hard at the same time, i just need my rest. Have peace n quiet in this family. Is this so hard? How can i get out of this family? I am tried, very. Until to the point, i even have bad headache when i came home just now.
This always lead me to think, y marriage? And this is the shit thing i see in my whole life since young even until now. Where is happiness? Where is love? None...is all bullshit!!! N even better affecting their children. Seriously, i still dun believe in marriage. Marriage to me at this point in time is just a piece of legal paper. A paper to just tell everyone u r husband n wife. There is no love in the paper. If u truly love each other, i dun c a point to even get marry. It does not make a different with or without the paper. Dear i know u will be disappointed to see this. Coz i rem i once told u i dun believe in marriage, i dun wan to get marry in the future. Then u reply me, 'then y r we tog now, if we wont get marry in the future'. You told me is up to me believe or not, no one can help. I wanted to believe, but....i dun wan to c myself landed in a failure marriage. I dun wan dun wan dun wan. I fear, i scare. I need time.....i am tired of her...really tired.....
Can anyone make me believe?
Posted by snowpoem at 8:50 PM
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Hai...sth wrong with my camera, went to repair it. Thus, for the time being no photo can be uploaded. Once i got it back, will post tons of photo haha...I realise sometime simple things that u do can actually brighten up yr friends day, so y not do it? Simple gift, simple msg, simple action. I felt great when i actually can cheer my friends up. Although i am not very good at giving comments and advice, but i appreciate it when there is any problem they will think of me and share with me. I really hope the ppl around me can be happy=). I hope i can influence them, let them think that the world is still beautiful. Thus, in the first place i have to believe it myself.
However, there are times and period that i am emot and down. I tried not to, but it still occur to me occasionally. I try my best to always stay cheerful and optimistic. Sometimes u have to look at things at a different direction. Then u will realise and better understand the situtation. Be OPTIMISTIC!!!!This is what i am still trying very hard to learn.
Thus, part of my life in aim is to influence others to be more optimistic....sound very hard. But never try never know=)Jia you....miss chen....
Posted by snowpoem at 11:45 PM
Monday, October 06, 2008
Thanks dear....for everything and everthing....Posted by snowpoem at 12:19 AM
Thursday, October 02, 2008
Hey Hey....Cheerful Miss Chen is back....back back back....i love myself for being the cheerful xueshi (emot once a while, but like what i promise it wont take long, i just need a few days).I went to look for dear after may chalet(omg...cab fare $36 from pasir ris to woodland*fainted),anyway we had a long talk b4 we head to bed, like till 4am. Dear were more emot then me. I guess he was really too stress le....really stress. I am glad that he told me a lot ytd. We just hug on to each other and ans each other qn. End up it seem like i misunderstood dear. I am glad that we talk....only through such incident it make our relationship stronger. I really felt much better now le...i nv regret going to meet dear ytd...lucky we met...if not i think thing will get worse. Is always better to talk to each other. We didt quarrel but just very upset of each other ba...thanks dear...any dear very funny also lor...bought me a apologise card but end up still complain to me $8 so ex...haha...ok la...really a bit ex...
Thanks to all my friends for being out there for me when i need u ppl.......