Saturday, August 22, 2009

What i know is only crying.....UESLESS me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No more luck tml for my exam....still tot after exam can go for a little celebration with dear. Just so extremely upset....y must go msn him?Y must go settle wat issue....y must i blog out? Y i cant i keep everthing to myself? Where can i go tml? I need someone badly =(

Posted by snowpoem at 1:00 AM

Friday, August 21, 2009

Am i always the one that said the wrong stuff?Y am i always the one that angry? Am i in a wrong? Or am i too sensitive? But at times the stuff he said just really upset me. Hai...i dun know la...not feeling well also. Whole day just so low....y must i always make each other angry. Is it always me? Am i unreasonable to be angry? What happen to me?

Just last few day heard a story from radio, which i very agree with the story. Is a very simple story but yet meaningful. One day the wife went to withdraw $ from the bank, half way was being rob...but yet when the husband knows, first thing first was to actually said n scold his wife for being so stupid and clumsy...nv be careful n y kana being rob. Is a extreme story...but the story behind is...in the first place the wife already being so upset le...who want to be rob...instead of the husband being concern and take notice of the wife feeling already extreme upset. But the husband still scold the wife. I dun know how to express myself in worlds, and the real meaning behind the story.

But what i wan to say is sometimes i do get this kind of feeling from dear =( Sometime is the words he use...i know he didt do it on purpose or even does not know about n realise it. Or just i being too sensitive. Example sometimes i didt walk properly n almost get trip down, dear will say things like 'ah yo...y nv walk properly n c the walk way'. Is the same example above...this is one of the example i can think of. Just kind of get this feeling quite often. It seems like i crying more often nowadays.

He use to change and become quite thoughful the past few months...but things kind of get back the same now again. Am i a person that need a lot of attention and care? I think i am....with a lot of care....

Can someone teach me not to be so sensitive ma? Dear u still rem what u promise me b4 just few months ago ma?

Posted by snowpoem at 1:56 AM

Monday, August 17, 2009

Super busy with exam and stress!!!!!!!!!! I dun wan to fail again........no confidence in my papers.

Posted by snowpoem at 1:58 AM