Friday, August 27, 2004

Can't slove it!

Hai...tml is my test then i been trying to slove all my question,but it seem tat no matter how i slove i still cant get the answer.Really getting a bit peace off coz really cant slove it.Being sitting and doing for the past few hours still cant do it.I know the step to do,but is just tat in between the woring i got it some where wrong,but i try a few time ler..still like tat hai...i mean now can make mistake but tml cant anymore,coz is test.Is like the question tat i try to slove will take up half of my test mark ler...if i cant get the answer, tml then think can fail the paper ler...how?is not tat i never try,but really try ler ar...y?Hai....later go and try again, i dun believe i cant slove it.I will keep trying until i get it,if not i wont just give up so easily.Tat is me stuborrn haha...just wan to get things done,if not i wont go and sleep for the nitez...must slove it,i dun care haha...bty the question i am sloving now is kirchhoff law.Hmm..tml we will be going to sentosa for ee ling birthday which fall on the 3 sep which is 1 day before chun mei.Hai...faster finish my test so tat i can go out and have fun haha...k..ba..i think going to continue sloving my problem ler...

Posted by snowpoem at 9:47 PM

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Don't stress

Erm..actually dun feel to write a lot today,coz later i think i will still continue study for my test.But after reading my dear blog i think he really quite stress now ba...really dun know tat he got so many things to do,until i read it.He always give me a feeling of relax and care free person,but i think not now ba...i always complain to him tat i have a lot of things to do,but i think ended up he more worst then me ba...hai.Dear...if u r reading it,hope tat u can manage it well.Dun stress youself up,there will always be time for u to do it.I know is difficult,but really must try.I know u can and believe in yourself.I really not good at words but really hope tat u can plan your time well,and finish all your things.Togther we study hard and dun stress by all this things:),i know is hard but we try our best.We will have each other support.If got any troublem can talk to me ar...even though know tat i cant really help,but may be when u speak it to some one u might feel better.so dear...really really take care yourself k....i will be behind u all the time:)

Posted by snowpoem at 10:55 PM

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Hardworking class!

Erm...today just finish 1 of my test,hope wont fail.But think wont get very good grade ba...I realise tat i have a group of very hardworking class,coz they take the test very serious.Whereas i just anything la...haha...they really study for it lor....c them like tat also stress haha...but coz of them they also motivate me to study even thought i dun really have any mood to study.I dun really take the test very serious,coz is just test ma...haha...but all my friends like wow....study so hard.So since they also went to study so must as well study together.Hai...still got 2 more to go,dun think got enough time.But no choice still have to study for it haha...at least after this week then will be more relax a bit ler...but still have project have to do,so have to go and find imformation ler...which i think i quite bad at it,always cant find the imformation i wan on net.So after all i think i have a class of quite hardworking and smart class.ok lets get back to today,hehe...i skip my band agsin ler...dun really care any more haha...after lesson went to orchard with chun mei and robin to breeks and eat.While we r waiting for him both of us like so hungry haha...ya,today we even went for a aids talk haha...talk about all the aids stuff,like not to have sex or other things else.we like so sian...some of my friends even study test while having the talk,so can imgining how hardworking ler...ba haha...Hai...tml still have lesson from 8 to 5,one whole day again ler...bty just while i listening to my band music,is like suddening i miss my sec.band so much.Is like i still remember all the hard time we went through.Expecially during syf competition,we train so hard for it jusy wish to get a gold.Really miss the time while we having training,all of us put so much effort into it.Some can rather dun study and totally put themselves in music and band.At tat time we really love band so much tat even we have training everyday we wont mind.My friends even say us crazy,but we enjoy wat we r doing.We do complain at times,but in our heart we still go for it,band is some how become part of our life.Not a cca for any more,is life.Life without band at tat time is like having missing sth in us.Tat is y i really miss them now,we have suffer so much hardship together tat outsider wont be able to understand.k...i think i wrote more then enough ler...haha....

Posted by snowpoem at 11:07 PM

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Be thankful!

Erm...another day has pass.As each day passes,i feel quite happy,coz is going to near weekend again ler...So it also mean tat i can meet him again ler...coz is only at the end of the week we r able to meet each other.Normally school day we r both busy with our own things,have no time to meet also.somemore our timetable is so different,when he end his lesson is only the start of my lesson.somemore,sometime can only meet him for just tat few hours.Which i always think tat is not enough haha....may be if i am given 100hrs i still think tat is not enough.Always enjoy the time with him,even thought we can just walk around the town without any aim haha...so always treasure the time together with him.No matter how busy or tired he is ,he will still try and spend his time with me.Always dun feel like going home after meeting him haha...but i know i have to.After going home will still miss him hai....may be people will think tat wat is there to miss,still able to see each other but just have the feeling there.coz only meet for 1 or 2 time per week only leh...haha...sometime really think y we r in different poly,if we will be in the same poly wont it be great.why i dun choice nyp haha...then can even have lunch together.Never mind, i think there much have a reason behind it,i dun know the reason but is some how of a feeling ba...Then must be very thanful.Coz not everyone r wilingly to scarifice for thier other half ar....rite..Always feel tat we should not take things for granted,must be thankful with the things we have.Just not to complain too much even thought i know is hard,i still do compain at times haha...I also believe tat things tat happen will always have a reason behind it.The ending may be something good,u might not know.so must treat everyone well,your family,friends,beloved boy/girlfriend.So people must be happy with your life in wat ever u do,no matter wat there is always a sloution behind a problem.Stay happy always and TREASURE the people around u!*:)

Posted by snowpoem at 8:22 PM

Monday, August 23, 2004

A tired day for me

Hai...every monday always have to stay at school for the whole day,somemore if is even week for me.The timetable is like so busy.sian.....somemore at nitez still have to go to band.I really dun feel like going for it,is like i dun have the sence of belonging there.Not like i use to in my sec.sch.And i think is quite stress for me in the band coz all of them play so well.Their pieces also very difficult,i think cant really cope with it.The always end so late,by the time i reach home will be 11plus ler...so how am i going to continue study or doing my homework when i am so tired.Haha...i think i complain a lot,say until like band so bad.Wait next time no one dare to join band anymore haha...Actually u feel good when u r stress,can play some music like wat i use to in sec.sch.But now is so different,i use to enjoy it.But i think is becoz of the time tat make me really tired.I still do like band and my saxophone,but sometime u just have to give up other things.May be after concert,i might thinking of quiting the band and join other cca tat i enjoy rather then stress.Hai..they also have camp,i dun want to go for it.Have to find a excuse,but i think they sure wont buy my story how!!!!some one help me haha.....sound until i so poor thing.Somemore have to pay for $25,a lot leh....broke ler...Actually i feel bad of skipping band,but cant help really dun feel like going at all.Specially during sectional,so sian....Haha...i think i going to skip for wednesdayband also ler...need to study for my test.Hai...y sp and nyp sch holiday cant be on the same week.Nvm still can meet him after sch hehe....but if can be on the same week tat will be best.so have to wait and wait for my band to start now ler....so how should i quit.I am really bother by this question a lot ever since i join it.But u still need a cca to get into a local 'U',but the problem is i dun think i am smart enough to go in haha....so i think without a cca also nvm la....ok,so lets wait until the concert finish then i decide ba...hai....

Posted by snowpoem at 4:09 PM

Sunday, August 22, 2004

weekend

k,this will be my first log tat i am doing now.The whole weekend had been spent in the chalet.Actually never plan to stay but just feel like,so ended up until sat nitez....together with my dear.Haha...i think we r too lazy or tired tat we really just stay there in the chalet.All is becoz of the drunk guy la....then we cant slp well for the whole nitez haha...Hai...the whole next week will be very busy for me ler..still have a lot of project to do and even band.very scare i fail my test.coz even until now i haven study yet.How????? so the whole weekend dun really have study...haha..Bet he also ba..ask him to go for the chalet,then dun have a good rest.some more next day still have to work.Even can stand while he is in train,this can show how tired he really is tat day.Haha...the bad part is,actually both of us have things on tat day.But we just canceal it,never go for our programme.k will end here for today ler...