Thursday, April 30, 2009

I make dear upset and emot again =( so dui bu qi........

Posted by snowpoem at 12:01 AM

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Finally i came back home straight home after work today. As usual came home to nap=) piggy like me always need tons of slp. Anyway feel like changing my blog skin....shall see ba when i got e time again.

Oh ya...been busy working recently, didt really take note of the lastest news. Hai....last time is SARS now is Swine Flu...so scary...didt know is so serious 152 ppl die...and is still spreading worldwide. What is happening to the world? Shall pray hard it wont spread till singapore.

Hahaha...i dream of my manager ytd lor...asking me y i nv do this n that...must be too stress le...i wan go holiday!!!!Can be anywhere...i just wan to get out of singapore just for a short while to rest. Coz nth much to do in sing also=(

Work work work and work everyday.....is there other option? I need motivation....

Posted by snowpoem at 12:06 AM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I went to watch "Handsome suit" today. Was quite a funny but yet meaningful show. The story line tells that a ugly guy wish to be handsome.He got a special suit that once he wear it, he will become extremely handsome. Initially, he find that being handsome that are a lot of advantages, all the gals start to scream n faint when they see him. However, in the end he realise being handsome cant give him the happiness he wan, rather ugly. Is quite touching...

Thus, i always believe looks is not everything. Yes...may be the first impression. But is the later part that how u get to know the person better. After watching the show got some feeling to share. Yup...looks is not the most impt n not very thing, is the heart. How u treat ppl with yr true heart. Everyone go for gd looking stuff...including yr the other half. But does really being gd looking matters? Have we ever ask ourselves wat is more impt? Looks or character? Guys tends to go for pretty gd..erm...until now i still think so hahaha...(i know if some guy friends that r reading now, u ppl sure *shake head...n say where got). But is really true u guys go for pretty gal ar...i mean not really super pretty but still not too bad i mean hahah...will u all go for fat gal meh? Dun think so ba...pretty/handsome i cant say no use hahahha....but most impt is the heart *sin....be kind hearted to everything ard u. Once treat ppl kindly, u sure will get back the same reason. At least i believe it. Be appreciate the things ard u, is really hard (i am trying). Be grateful to the things ard u, be it anything.

Posted by snowpoem at 1:00 AM

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Another great song by David Cook - Always be my baby

Posted by snowpoem at 12:51 AM

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!My exam finish le.....finally my exam has ended.....but time to get back to work tml =( My leave either clear for exam if not nth else le....sad....ppl clear for holiday me study.....anyway can slp peacefully le......everything clear....sure can pass but hopefully pass with a better mark ba...11 may going to start sch again. Can only rest for a short 2 weeks.

Posted by snowpoem at 12:07 AM

Monday, April 20, 2009

Posted by snowpoem at 5:26 PM

Thursday, April 16, 2009

吴克群 - 傻瓜

其实他做的坏事我们都懂

没有什么不同

眼光闪烁暧昧流动

闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂

没有什么不同

故作软弱撒娇害羞

只是有一点别扭

傻瓜也许单纯的多

爱得没那么做作

爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样

被爱情伤了又伤

相信这个他不一样

却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样

受了伤却不投降

相信付出会有代价

代价只是一句傻瓜

Posted by snowpoem at 8:59 PM

Very busy...tired...and stress again =( exam coming....hai.....

Posted by snowpoem at 12:18 AM

Thursday, April 02, 2009

Finally this few day the HR wake up their idea n send more ppl to our branch. 1 bank officer, 1 SGC and 1 SA. By the way for any one that dun know my position, my role is an service ambassador(SA). So initially my branch only got me n margart, not there is another SA perm here. I was like dam happy la...coz at least now got someone else to lighten my work load. As margaret was like off for the past 3 weeks, and next week she will go on leave n may 3 weeks. Because of it, last few days (somemore end of the month), i was so busy n stress with only 1 SA ard which was me.But at least with the new SA back...i more relax. Anyway today boss said sth very funny also "xueshi chief SA" haha...shock...ah ya...coz she wan me to ask the new SA to change her leave that is y so gd say that la...hahaha...but seriously i am extremely glad that she is perm here. She is only 21 lor...i seem so old=( sad. But i think she came to hell hahah...sad for her. Coz my branch very busy n lots of weird n nasty customer,anyway conclusion....i felt less stress now heheheh...=)

Going to cut my hair this saturday...hmm...thinking shorter n may be dye? Anyway i make appointment le....hehehe....looking forward. Anyway got our 2 months bonus happy happy!!!!

Posted by snowpoem at 11:50 PM

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

Dun know why i felt so stress recently again. Almost everything...work with all the customer,pending case, stupid customer. Everything also must be fast fast...i am human not superman. Only can do a thing by a time hai...my temper is getting worse n worse. Stupid cust always insist on things then cant be done...or if not telling me by today must do it or by when when when. Pls...i hate cust always come into the branch last min to get their things done. Like by when when when i leaving overseas, need it urgently. If u need it urgently then should have prepare yourself ma...hai...even since enter into the job i really slim down a lot. Use to be a bit chubby chubby, now is different case lor...i think my stress level is quite low. I cant really take stress, my stress level is quite low. A bit of things can already stress me hai...somemore margart not ard recently, i am the only one. Dam busy with only me...miss chen is not everything...i cant handle so many cust at a time. Getting more n more tired nowadays. Not work means exam...all my leave n off is taken for my exam. Nowadays hardly even have my own time hai...after long n stressful day at work, came back home had to rush assignment, at times with some family issue. I seem so useless n weak....everyone faces all these problem...but y am i keep complaining?Getting irritated of myself at times too.

That day also...when i told dear i will be meeting up n do a group assignment with my classmates, he ask with who, and i ans 3guys n me in a group. The immediate reply was "Why u always like to hang out with guys n purposely know them,y cant u know more gals?". Initially was really quite angry n upset,my heart ache=( I dun know what n how to explain,so i just kept quiet as usual. There is no reason y i know them, it just happen that they seat beside me during class. N usually i am a loner that sit by myself. I didt purposely go n know them. But i mean during class, there bound to have qn asking each other de ar....i nv like go ask them hey can i know u? Of coz i nv...i already keep a distance by keeping quiet in class le...second incident, which happen today. Coz after group meeting, while going home realise one of my classmate stay at amk too. So thinking since so tired n hungry, just hope to reach home faster, so decide to share cab home so can reach home faster instead of taking train. My dear ask y i took cab n with a guy again. Ask me to be careful keep a distance, worry that history might happen again. I know...i cant blame him. Is all my fault....

Sometime i hope dear can trust me back....but i know is not possible at all anymore. Is all my fault in the first place. Even nowadays i go out with a group of friends, he will hope that i can reach home early. I know his concern. I actually felt so xin ku at times, i cant blame him coz i created all these in the first place, but yet i am unhappy abt those incident. I dun know how to explain the feeling. Is like i wan to blame him but i know i cant. N i will keep putting the blame on myself. Until may be all the things i did b4 i am totally in the wrong. I felt so sandwich.

Hai...suddently so moody....how???? A lot of things i do nowadays dear is always in my consideration. Now i finally understand once a trust is broken, hardly or nv will the trust be back anymore.