Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Oh...no...is it becoz of exam coming soon...i felt very low mood...i miss dear right now at this moment. Whenever i am feeling down or feel bad, dear is always the first one that i though of. Even when something bad happen, no matter work,life or study, dear is the one that i can talk to. Of coz other then dear there is always my friends...willing to listen to my story. May be dear might not understand or dun know what is going on...but he will always encourage me to go on, support my decision. Although i always complain to him a lot a lot...he will ask me to relax and tell me things will be fine. When i stress up for my study right now he will encourage me. I told him i am scare i cant do it, but he chose to believe me even when i dun believe in myself. Sometime i felt i need dear so badly. Just some simple words from dear i felt so contented, and will actually motivate me to go on. Coz i knew even if i fail (in any aspects of life) dear will still stay beside me. Someone that i can count on, believe on. He will always be there and always be.

Sometime i though i can live my life without dear...i can be very independent also. But at this moment i dun think so, dear always ask me to be more independent, but at times i just cant. Just need him...he wont let his emotion affect him,but i will. I miss he.....

Posted by snowpoem at 12:59 AM