Monday, June 16, 2008

I am super ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY today. There is quite a few incidents that actually got me so work up. Partly coz of having my period, my mood was not very good le...was a bit moody this few days. Plus somemore things trigger off my anger during work...is a monday...some of my colleague were late or happen to be MC. So the back room was actually short of ppl...even the counter. My manager was angry...i understand. But u sld not had vent yr anger on us, u know what is call anger management? As a manager u dun even know how to manage yr anger well during yr work. When i tired to ask some question u keep pushing me around. And said dun everything come and ask her, she also dun know. Hello....what u mean????If i know i wont be asking u le rite...still can tell me u dun know????Or at least help to solve the question. I just cant stand it....not only me i think the rest of the officer also cant stand it. I mean if i am the manager i wont need u le rite....This is not the first time...only know how to talk...when it comes to work...oh...i dun know. What de....Pls la...So fine if can i will not ask her anymore. Coz she is useless anyway. What for get myself scolded.

Second incident, i shall not mention name here. A sentence being said "xueshi...why are you doing inside (the back room)? You sld be staying outside". Although it seems like a simple sentence but i am being offended. Can u dun ask me such a stupid question. Of coz i am helping customers check their stuff, cant u see i am busy. Is not like i am drinking milo or eating biscuit, not like ya....i am busying attending customers. I just felt irritated...are you questioning me that i am slacking. You sld be the one that is slacking, and everybody knows that.When everyone is busy with the shares what r u doing. Nth hiding in the room and say is not yr business. What kind of attitude is it? Just becoz it does not concern you at all, you just sit and do nth about it. Always say is not within your job scope...then u think everything we do is within our job scope? Everybody are doing things that are far far away from their job scope. And now u are telling me all this crap reason. Getting the right or wrong form is also my business? When things goes wrong and is yr customer u ask me to call. Everything xueshi xueshi xueshi....yr xueshi is not everything....i had enough today. Really enough....peace off....

But of coz there are a lot of kind soul around. Especially thanks to benson (more like a friend then colleague), chris, angelia....i realise they work very hard too. Thanks chris for always helping me out with difficult customers. Thanks angelia for always pressing the queen number. Thanks benson for being my lunch partner haha...Thanks christine for lending me a listening ear. Thanks Li Li ,irene and joanne for helping out and solving my customer issue. I think i felt better when i know that are still so many kind soul around me. Sometime that are just some black sheet that cause you to be unhappy.

Hopefully tml will be a better day. I still like to service my customers. When i know they felt appreciated when their things got done. I manage to solve their problem....i felt i done a great job.

I just felt very peace off today....that i need to blog it out to vent my anger. At least i dun vent it during my work.

Posted by snowpoem at 11:17 PM