Saturday, April 24, 2010

I will be officially post to hougang branch from next sunday onwards. I didt know it will be that fast...kind of hate working on weekends. I am so use to rest on weekends le...every week i will be only looking forwards to weekends. Now nothing...

The saddest things was i am unable to stay over dear place during the weekend anymore. No more waking up late together during the weekend. No more bee hoon dear cook for me during weekend. No more shopping at cwp cold storage/NTUC and store food to eat during weekend. No more rotting together watching TV & play computer games during the weekend. OMG....I seriously miss it dam badly. Am i over emot???? I started crying once i know i cant do all these anymore =( I am just a weekend person...i just want to spent time with my dear during the weekend. But now i cant...the feeling was super sucks. I hate it....

I hate going to new environment, which have to know new ppl totally. I hate changes...but yet i have to keep telling myself i must get use to the place as fast as possible. Actually anything can change, coz i know no matter what i have a dear dear behind me supporting me all the way. Coz i know no matter how bad life is, how life changes....but only one thing dun change which is dear dear. He will always be there for me =)

Recently have quite a few tot, as i grow older...i realize i dun need to much $$$ or too high living standard. I just need to led a very simple & carefree life...my plan was to work harder for this few yrs. But once i get settle down with family & kids...i will want to be a gd wife & mother. Working part time or less stressful job so that i can concentrate on my family. I dun need a very wealthy husband nor big house big car. As long as i have a loving family, i am more then happy n contented.

I just felt dam sad & emot i cant meet dear during the weekends hai...

Posted by snowpoem at 12:24 AM