Thursday, May 14, 2009

This whole week so many things happen. I am so tired. Firstly i guess i really fail the module quite badly hai....no choice....have to accept it. Retake n pay another 2k. Secondly family issue, the issue that always cause me so mentally tired. For the past 1 week that is no one single day i can slp well. Indirectly affect my work n mood, everyday wake up feel like taking mc hai....my mum is the root of the whole problem. U can say i am a bad daughter, but all of us rather she not ard the house. Without her the whole world seems so peaceful, no one can fully understand wat my family go through. Is mentally torture...sometimes i just wish that after work or sch i can come back rest, but worse.

Thirdly, money....economic is bad temporary my dad is jobless. Mum not working, sis schooling hai...bills still need to be pay. I dun earn a lot too....suddenly realise life is so hard. Sometimes i am just thinking...what will be an ordinary age 23 gal doing with their life? I guess most r still taking parents $, studying, not too much worry ba...for me not only have to support myself, pay everything my own like sch fees, own bills. When my sis in ploy i hope i can support her also, i rather i work harder n suffer, n let her be more relax. Still got HDB loan which i worry the most hai...my dad dun pay regularly...how can i earn more $ to cover all these expenses? In the future i need to support my whole family also hai....

As for work...hai...i just feel like quitting le..but i cant i need the income. I just dun understand how can some ppl just be so irresponsible for their work. Even if u wan or feel like quitting, at least still be responsible for what u do ar....best is Jun...even b4 quitting she still so hardworking, do everything nice nice b4 she left. That sld be the attitude lor...n ya MC...our branch already not enough ppl le...but yet ppl can just take mc just like that. Who suffer? The staff that is working that day. If u r really sick i got nth to say, but some just take mc coz they dun wan come work. I mean depends ma...angry when they treat their job so anyhow, not serious.

Hai....conclusion i am really tired this whole week.

Posted by snowpoem at 11:55 PM