Monday, May 18, 2009

Came home and saw my dad shoes outside, suddenly felt that my shoulder felt so much lighter at the moment. Why must we wait till someone not ard b4 we know n learn to appreciate? I know is mushy...but i kind of miss my dad a lot this few days when he not ard. I felt like telling him how much i need him to be ard and I too love him. But we chinese r just shy to tell our parents all these. Something just seem missing n lack of sth when he was not ard. I nv appreciate his cooking when he cooks everyday for us during dinner. Last few days, we had to settle our dinner ourselves. I promise i will go home eat as often as i can in future.

I felt much relax n less stressful now. As what my dad always taught as since young...be contented in life n nv ask for too much. We face problems along the way but we still must face it. Face it in a positive way....i guess my dad already master it But i still have a lot of things to learn from him in life. My dad nv believe in beating us, he always make us understand, what is right what is wrong. Even when we r growth up, he still worry n take gd care of the whole family. Even though my mum was totally beyond hope. Although he is not financial rich which he always told us. But what matters is our heart.

I cant imagine if one day for what reason he not beside us. I dun know....my dad is my mental support,other ppl can go missing, but not my single family member. I came to realise how impt is my dad only just now. For any reason i dun show my love towards him....but deep down i respect him the most in this world. He work hard for everything, suffer a lot in his while life. I not sure and cant promise...but for now i dun wan him to worry about me and in the future for him to be proud of me and have a better life. I hope i can give.

Posted by snowpoem at 12:00 AM