Friday, August 15, 2008

I am a bit emot this few day again haha...long long time nv update le...preparing for dear birthday, my exam hai...like a lot of things happen recently.

Anyway something came across my mind suddenly. A question that i want to ask. Should u go with someone u love more? Or someone that love u more? Is a very hard question that i dun think will have a solution. Some will go for the first option, others might go for the second. As ppl always say, is always more fortunate to have someone that love u more. Which i agree to certain extend only. Haha...like me and dear, i always felt i love dear more then he does, but this comment might be very unfair to him. He does but he dun show out (which i believe), good and bad in some ways. Becoz there are certain things that i dun rem but he does (at least he make an effort, if not i am too forgetful as usual haha...), which i was surprise at times. He can be sweet at times(only when he is not tired, once he tired will have attitude problem liao haha...). Most of the time he make sacrifice but he wont tell me (that is him).

When a relationship start to have problems (dun worry i'm not, just some comments here), think of the first time how u met each other, how u hold each other, think of his /her good points rather than weakness. Is easy to say, but hard to perform i know. Many relationship fell becoz they only manage to see each other weakness. However, one person weakness can be their strength , y not look at different direction? I always think dear is a very humble person, he dun show off and show proud in anyway. E.g...dear is an officer now. Some ppl will think that oh they r officer so they r high above others ppl and show off their rank or what( i believe that there r such ppl around). But as for dear i dun think so at all, he will tell me officer only what, what is the big deal. Simple sentence like that, u can tell. Only humble ppl will success in life...becoz they keep learning, they dun feel that they r the best. Although sometime he will joke around and say his studies very well, erm...but is true anyway haha...(he just say for fun).

Oh no...i start to feel slpy le..the time now is 2.10am. Dun know what is dear doing right now, didt not recieve his msg. Guess this few days he must had busy with his things again. Hope he is doing fine, kind of miss him now. Me going to slp le...tml wake up hopefully can concentrate study my exam which is coming OMG.

Posted by snowpoem at 1:35 AM