Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Hmm...lots of things happen this few day. Firstly, i took MC today again hai...i dun feel like taking, coz ya taking mc dun really reflect good in your work. Coz last week i already took one day le...n today i took one again. Actually if my work dun need me to talk then is ok. But my job need my voice to serve customers and talk to customers. Ya so no choice, when i woke up i totally got no voice. When to see another doctor this time round, i think this time the medicine the doctor gave me is better, does had some effect on me. At least i dun cough that much after taking this medicine. Coz the previous medicine that i ate dun help at all, is like getting worse. Hopefully can recover faster and everything back to normal.

Met hong seng and mei today. Poor hong seng got some problems, but i am very glad that he actually share his problem with us. This show that how impt we are....really. Hope everything will be fine for him. I also dun know how to console him, is a bit complicated.

Stupid MSN cant sign in for the whole day, dun know whats wrong.

Monday got my test result, got 66/100. Hmm...initially i was happy coz i pass. But later i realise i can even do better, i wasted it. I aim for a distinction but dun think i can get it le...no matter how good i do for my finally exam, after i calculate can only get a credit (60-70marks). Which i aim 70 and above, shit.....pass is not enough. Anyway exam on the 16aug. So ppl...i will be busy study and might not able to meet u all in augest after my exam, hope u ppl understand.

Anyway so sweet of benson to actually msg me yesterday. Coz he saw my blog. Ask me what happen, y got problem nv call him and tell him. I mean he is really a good friend(he is just like my older brother), although he left the company le...but he still bother to care for us, which i mean very nan de...thanks benson kor kor haha...

Dear will be booking out tml,but he got his chalet to attend tml. So he will be free from thursday till sunday ba...i can only meet dear after sat, coz i got to work at sat also. I want watch batman...everyone was saying the movie was good. We wanted to watch since few weeks ago, but cant find the time out. Hopefully this weekend we are able to watch it. Last few day a bit emot, i mean in a good way. Hmm... realise i am very fortunate in this relationship. In a relationship i believe most impt is trust. We trust each other a lot, and i believe we nv lie to each other b4. There was once when i went club with benson and his guys friends, i wanted to lie that there are gals also, but i told myself i cant. If there is once there will be twice. End up i told dear the true, ya dear was very angry with me and i learn my lesson. I just cant bring myself to lie to dear...in any case or anything. Coz i believe he have the rights to know everything in my life. I am glad that during this four years dear still with me. I mean i wont know if next time he enter uni or the society, he will definitely knows more gal. And by the time i guess is normal that he will make compare. Then i might not be the one that he will stay 4ever le...ya is very hard to say really. Is not that i dun have the trust, but is normal. Of coz i hope all this wont happen. But really if one day it happen, i also have to accept it right haha...(pray hard wont....). Anyway i am happy with this relationship, compare to others i always felt i am very fortunate. I am a lucky girl...i met someone i love so does him.

I actually felt touch when that time raining, dear took an umbrella and fetch me to his house(ok...now u ppl must be thinking is ah yo...is a normal thing that he must do ma...coz i am his gf). But to me at least he make an effort to do it ar...he can say no...and ask me wait for the rain to stop. I just think although he is my bf does not mean he have to do this kind of things.And when i fall sick that day, i actually slept the whole day at his house, felt bad coz i didt actually have the time to accompany him. He didt wake me up and let me slp as long as i want. He still rem i told him my lower back actually ache, and he help me massage without me telling him to do it. I really appreciate the things his does, although it might not seem great. Small small little things will make me happy and fly to the sky le haha...(Ok...ppl i admit i am a super easy contented gf haha...can say me silly or what but this is who i am).

Posted by snowpoem at 11:27 PM