Monday, August 23, 2004

A tired day for me

Hai...every monday always have to stay at school for the whole day,somemore if is even week for me.The timetable is like so busy.sian.....somemore at nitez still have to go to band.I really dun feel like going for it,is like i dun have the sence of belonging there.Not like i use to in my sec.sch.And i think is quite stress for me in the band coz all of them play so well.Their pieces also very difficult,i think cant really cope with it.The always end so late,by the time i reach home will be 11plus ler...so how am i going to continue study or doing my homework when i am so tired.Haha...i think i complain a lot,say until like band so bad.Wait next time no one dare to join band anymore haha...Actually u feel good when u r stress,can play some music like wat i use to in sec.sch.But now is so different,i use to enjoy it.But i think is becoz of the time tat make me really tired.I still do like band and my saxophone,but sometime u just have to give up other things.May be after concert,i might thinking of quiting the band and join other cca tat i enjoy rather then stress.Hai..they also have camp,i dun want to go for it.Have to find a excuse,but i think they sure wont buy my story how!!!!some one help me haha.....sound until i so poor thing.Somemore have to pay for $25,a lot leh....broke ler...Actually i feel bad of skipping band,but cant help really dun feel like going at all.Specially during sectional,so sian....Haha...i think i going to skip for wednesdayband also ler...need to study for my test.Hai...y sp and nyp sch holiday cant be on the same week.Nvm still can meet him after sch hehe....but if can be on the same week tat will be best.so have to wait and wait for my band to start now ler....so how should i quit.I am really bother by this question a lot ever since i join it.But u still need a cca to get into a local 'U',but the problem is i dun think i am smart enough to go in haha....so i think without a cca also nvm la....ok,so lets wait until the concert finish then i decide ba...hai....

Posted by snowpoem at 4:09 PM